somewhere over the rainbow… i shall be happy.. otherwise i will unsurvive myself.. whell yesterday i turned 23.. and it was an interesting day. one of insane happiness and equal amounts of disappointment. i enjoyed myself tho, it was real laid-back… i went out last night with the man and it was wierd, the timing was slighty-off. i felt ackward… at first and then he began to hold me and i smiled. i feel like cher.. i have to give myself snaps.. for all the good deeds i’m doing lately.. heehee.. i feel comfortable and i’m slowly learning to reliniquish all this control i’m obbessing over. i love… it all tho.. the beauty of friendship and long-phone conversations.. the thrill of a new relationships alongside the distaste over an old one trying to renew itself within my days. but yes there are always good moments.. and i feel magical.
the dye is cast
the dice are rolled
i feel like shit
you look like gold…
good movie poetry.. yaa liv tyler. its so crazy.. my new and outs. i haven’t been sleeping much lately so i’m going to try to relax more now. and sarah is cleaning up her life and i am so happy about that. i found out schocking news this week and yet not so schocking. lol well thats enough inchorent babbling for now.. peace
