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Current mood: wholly satisified and grateful
so this is what it comes down to.. me and the grittyness of my reality, my honesty-room.
i can’t change a moment, not an inkling, not one solitary past emotion or memory can i alter. its depressing and justly so. but encouraging too, in a inate sense. it seems to [...]
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an epiphany in the inertial of my life…
Posted in poetry thoughts on February 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
poetry… to consider in january
Posted in poetry thoughts on January 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
“Snowflakes”
Out of the bosom of the Air.. out of the cloud-folds of her garments shaken… over the woodlands brown and bare, over the harvest-fields forsaken..
Silent and soft, and slow descends the snow
Even as our cloudly fancies take.. suddenly shape in some divine expression.. even as the troubled heart doth make.. in the white countenance [...]
holding fast~ watch it slip away
Posted in poetry thoughts on December 16, 2006 | 2 Comments »
today is friday and i bleed
holding fast unto you
intertwined in your memory
all the crazy stories
you and I
have written together
we blunder and crush each fragment
with arrogance and self-conceit
now where are we?
what are we left with?
but only remnants of shattered glass
what used to be us
our legacy
is dush and ashes now
it makes me yearn
and i bleed
holding fast unto [...]
thoughts of almost this time last year.. old meets new hmm
Posted in poetry thoughts on November 11, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
oodles of intristic knowledge
dance invitingly through my head
shadows, boxes and shelves
stored ideas and concepts
infuse, confuse, electrify me
untouched my man’s devices or cruelty
bring me knowlege in a soft, rare form
newborn, alive, this revives me
beautifies, mesmerizes
my aching ortifices and senses
swollen, ghastly rationalized
translate, accomdate this knowledge
until it becomes one with me
pulls me through, unto the deep blue
a new [...]
Vision of a Lover~~
Posted in poetry thoughts on November 10, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
luv is somewhere…
waiting in the silent night for me.. fantasy beckons me
to begin my journey in the shadows
i fantastize a lover rising out of the clouds.. out of the fog on silky-silent streets.. alongside rain-dampened curbs.. lost in pale light under shrouded street lamps..
long hands… smooth skin and silky hair brushing against me.. overwhelms me.. dark [...]
of a former lover …. of memories buried away
Posted in poetry thoughts on November 10, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
my lovers voice.. comes to me soft and soothing as i hear the rain..
my lover’s tears glisten in my eyes… wet and humilating… as i hear the rain
my lover’s smell drifts towards me… musk and sweet.. as i hear the rain
my lover’s lips.. haunt my memories.. full and lucious.. as i hear the rain
my lover’s [...]
lyrics that are calling to me at the moment.. softly~
Posted in poetry thoughts on November 10, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared ‘neath the stars alone
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you’d ever say goodbye
And now I’m glad I didn’t know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could [...]
essence of camping and family and woodsmoke
Posted in poetry thoughts on October 25, 2006 | 1 Comment »
i wrote this over the weekend.. this past (10.20-22) of the mini-camping trip i took with melissa, philip, myself, red, christian junie, dad, and a. doris. it was lovely, just wonderful! we had this gorgeous tiny spot in daniel boone national forest in ky! we had a skunk visitor the whole weekend.. not fun tho. [...]
